I just found a better me.

I can’t really understand what I’m feeling,

How am I suppose to when it’s only just the beginning.

Missing home I wish I can already blow up.

Time is the essence.

Wishing my family was in my presents.

Doing things that I thought I wouldn’t,

Yeah I admit,

I had to change or else I wouldn’t make it.

I’m just trying to find the right footing.

Wanting to get pass all these thoughts,

But I really couldn’t.

Patience is really the answer.

Always wanting more is my cancer.

I wish you could have been the on,.

And now it looks like I’m the only one.

Fear of losing it all

Became my survival.

-Visathep

You are number one
Always envision in the sun
For life Is just temporary
A moment in time 
Pave your path
Be mindful, peaceful and wholesome
Take care of yourself 
Physically mentally and spiritually
Follow your heart and never give up 
Dream it, plan it, for you can do it
Believe in yourself 
As I believe in you
You are my shining star
You are going to go so far 
It’s crazy how we only knew each other for a few days
And honestly I wouldn’t have it any other way
I can’t wait to see that beautiful smile on your face 
It’s just something that I will always have to embrace
Happy valentines day 
My valentine 
Need I more to say

To Gracie 

From Johnny Visathep