I just found a better me.
I can’t really understand what I’m feeling,
How am I suppose to when it’s only just the beginning.
Missing home I wish I can already blow up.
Time is the essence.
Wishing my family was in my presents.
Doing things that I thought I wouldn’t,
Yeah I admit,
I had to change or else I wouldn’t make it.
I’m just trying to find the right footing.
Wanting to get pass all these thoughts,
But I really couldn’t.
Patience is really the answer.
Always wanting more is my cancer.
I wish you could have been the on,.
And now it looks like I’m the only one.
Fear of losing it all
Became my survival.
-Visathep
Yeah it’s hard to live off of fast food.
It’s hard to keep in touch with the people you love because of all the things that are happening in a daily bases.
It’s hard not being able to do what you want to do due to paying the bills and working.
It’s hard to keep sane when you barley have time to yourself
It’s hard when you have so much you want to obtain but cannot reach
It’s all hard but I’m so close I’m so close….
