I just found a better me.

I can’t really understand what I’m feeling,

How am I suppose to when it’s only just the beginning.

Missing home I wish I can already blow up.

Time is the essence.

Wishing my family was in my presents.

Doing things that I thought I wouldn’t,

Yeah I admit,

I had to change or else I wouldn’t make it.

I’m just trying to find the right footing.

Wanting to get pass all these thoughts,

But I really couldn’t.

Patience is really the answer.

Always wanting more is my cancer.

I wish you could have been the on,.

And now it looks like I’m the only one.

Fear of losing it all

Became my survival.

-Visathep

Anonymous said: Hey Johnny. Oh my gosh, I see you in the picture. You're in the bottom second row right? lol Do you know Luan? He's the one with red hair in the bottom third row. Well, I'm happy to see you still living and alive even though I don't see you on anymore.

I haven’t had anytime for tumblr or even facebook. I’m just trying to get my shit together. There’s only three things I have to do like get my Houston license, change my address, and get ready for school. After that I’m all set and have time for dance. I hope i get to see you one day at sound box or something! wish you would come out of anonymous.