I just found a better me.

I can’t really understand what I’m feeling,

How am I suppose to when it’s only just the beginning.

Missing home I wish I can already blow up.

Time is the essence.

Wishing my family was in my presents.

Doing things that I thought I wouldn’t,

Yeah I admit,

I had to change or else I wouldn’t make it.

I’m just trying to find the right footing.

Wanting to get pass all these thoughts,

But I really couldn’t.

Patience is really the answer.

Always wanting more is my cancer.

I wish you could have been the on,.

And now it looks like I’m the only one.

Fear of losing it all

Became my survival.

-Visathep